ookamikarai

i have a job, cant beleive it... ;U; well i still have to study and review things but, i had my pre employment physical and i will await the results monday~.. i am working at Rockingham county nursing home and it has fabulous things for its residents, and different severity of patient conditions and IV specialized training available for those who stick around long enough XD i am soo happy

so i never use journals to vent but here it is.. i am so upset right now, i have been looking for a nursing job for months  and have had many interviews but not hired yet.. today country rehab in newburyport just told me after leading me on for weeks with a chance of a new grad position, that there are none; and to wait till next month(i have been looking in other places while waiting)what have i been holding out for. all this time fighting through an abusive child hood and all my realitives dying(4 uncles had cancer) and even the death of my own mother during nursing school.Still i have kept going but I need the stability and challenge of a

well i want to see who wants to draw faust. for those who dont know faust is my pet zombie who is studying to be a prosecuter of JUSTICE at umass amherst. he also is a vegitarian(eats live plants) he was into kadou or ikebana the flower arrangement club when we lived in Japan (i actually lived in japan thats how i was inspired)...so i will give a link to faust refference http://fav.me/d4gn0x0 http://fav.me/d4duf6u http://fav.me/d4gkfit have any questions feel free to ask.. and i decided to up tha ante for prizes... 1st p